Loz

Big Brother! Big Brother! Did some crazy thing really come and kill you? Some weird lady's saying she killed you and that's just impossible and terrible and it CAN'T BE! Oh no! No! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!

Blue. Where's Blue?! I need him, so, so I can find my Big Brother! I know he's there somewhere! Big Brother! I'm coming for you! Hang on! I'll get one of those Phoenix things!

Well, I guess it's over now...things are cooling down a little, and although I don't know where Big Brother is, I don't think I want to, right now. He's in a weird mood.

On the good side of things, I have Mother with me, so I know she's safe! And Blue's okay, because Chocobo farms wasn't hit. I guess...since my place is probably gone, (a-and that's okay, because I didn't keep a lot of stuff!) that I'd better help them fix up around here, since they're letting me and Blue stay.

Oh! But, if anyone I used to know wants some help, let me know, okay? It's kind of lonesome here, and I can get to you lickety-split!

Gosh, it's so nice to spend time with Mother and Blue! I got to groom him, course him around the pen...

...Mother, I think we'd better go visit Blue today.

I tried doing the rules thing and it was neat that I have three letters in my name and got to make rules, but it got way too confusing way too fast and..I....I couldn't do it. I tried running off home but I found this big dragon in the way of the doors! It told me I needed to be speaking in riddles, but I'm just no good at those, so I punched it. It said it was a good show of courage and let me out, so I guess that worked?

Sorry, Mr. Setzer, but I can't even tell what I'm supposed to be doing any more! I'll come back to work when I have the job I signed up for again.

Well, it's stopped raining...it was getting kind of scary, there in the arcade. Water's bad for electrical stuff, so we had to do all kinds of crazy stuff to try and keep things safe enough to play. You'd think the number of times somebody's spilled a drink on one of these things would make a difference, but I guess not...

As for me, I can't wait to actually dry off...leather looks really cool most of the time, but this week made it just gross. You aren't supposed to get it wet; it gets all...weird. Like, sorta form-fitting, kind of hard...ish? I think? It's just plain weird. I'll have to go home and find out how to treat it, I guess.

Today, I ate at that Baron King place...it's a little weird, there, but at least the cashier was nice!

Gosh...everything's changed all over again. I can't believe that the old places are gone! This place is crazy...oh well. I have Mother! I have my brothers! And, and I have a new...sorta mother? Sister? I don't really know. But she's nice, so I'm happy about that!

Anyway, I've gotta live somewhere...I think I should live in Calamity. It's pretty familiar, and looks just like home! C'mon, Mother!

Maybe I can work at an arcade!

Okay! So! I was in this world where everything was made of crystals, okay/ It was totally cool, but kinda lonesome, so I left and looked around. I got to play this game where I hunted for treasure with chocobos! I probably spent hours doing that, but it was worth it.

But! The best part! I TOTALLY FOUND MOTHER! SHE WAS WATCHING A PLAY THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shoulda known, she's so smart and classy.

KADAJ YAZOO BIG BROTHER I FOUND HER AGAIN WE'RE GONNA BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!

Now...where could they be?

( Ellone Only )

It's been quiet lately...I suppose that's a good thing, but it's also very boring to me. Nobody's even worried about Bombs anymore; they're just, you know...there.

I guess I like this peace thing we have right now, though. It's nice to see the sun again. It means I can go riding on Blue again without him getting too cold. And flowers are growing. I think they're gross, but he likes eating them, especially in the garden. Ellone likes the garden too, so I guess I could learn to like it too. And Uncle Laguna and Raine are happy too, so it must all be good.

Well, except for the people behind us in the slums. It's never good for them. Sometimes I throw apples to them, you know, so they can eat? They like it until someone gets hit, and then they yell. Ungrateful! That cut can heal up a-okay!